Cakk!!

Punca tidak berkahwin...

# Awat tak dak jawapan disebabkan "TAK DAK JODOH LAGI"?

# Sebenaqnya tak tau nak buat entri mode motivate ataupun mode sedih...sesungguhnya sesapa yg melaluinya akan memahami situasi ini....

# After all, dunia adalah pinjaman norh... Allah tak bagi pinjam suami di dunia, di SANA kelak DIA akan bagi HADIAH yang abadi... Yakinlah...

# Bukan semua orang boleh mengurus kehidupan tanpa somebody special di sisi..betul dak SINGLE LADIES sekalian?...

# Will always LOVE MYSELF...Will always make MYSELF HAPPY...

P/s: teruskan berdoa ;)

love of my life

my life,
though not happy as others..as well as not bad as others,
the steps are still mine..

tears and smiles along the journey,
thankful for who am I,
but deep inside..it's hard to be myself..

after all...my life is not mine,
Allah the creator,
Allah the planner, the best of me..

happy birthday norh

happy birthday to norh..

motif nak wish kat diri sendiri?

:p

 Alhamdulillah untuk segala rezeki dan nikmatNya..

  another birthday wish,

bermaksud bertambahnya satu lagi angka kat umur norh..

bila di'ingat' balik angka untuk umur tahun ni,

alamak, dah tua dah rupanya..baru tersedar :p

seperti tahun sebelum2 ni, takde yang special pun untuk 20 januari..dan selalunya 20 januari, norh takkan bekerja since pada masa yang sama, public holiday untuk Kedah (Hari Keputeraan Sultan Kedah).

dan tahun ni bertambah lagi tak specialnya bilamana rasa terkilan tak dapat nak tunaikan umrah pada tahun ni disebabkan isu mahram tu, masih terasa..hu hu

cuma bila sampai waktu birthday ni, muncul lagi la soalan feveret, 'bila nak kawen'..

hhmmm..tak tau nak bagi jawapan dan reaksi macam mana..

kalau la norh ada jawapannya kan... 

takut dak menghadapi umur meningkat tapi masih single?

actually, depend on situasi;

kalau ditanya waktu mode positif on, positif la jawapannya..tapi kalau ditanya waktu norh tengah weng, weng jugak la jawapannya :p

 

ni gambaq last dec..januari ni, norh tak ke mana2 pun..

februari masih dalam perancangan..ada sesiapa nak ikut ke? he he

motif tayang gambaq sendiri berlatarkan kaunter air asia dalam entry birthday?

saja suka2..

kot2 la ada sesapa nak bagi tiket air asia sebagai hadiah birthday..he he he

:p

bukan rezeki aku

lepas cium mak pagi tadi,

mak pesan...

"jangan la dok sedih,

yang dah hilang tu,

memang bukan rezeki kita..

kalau dah bukan rezeki kita,

benda tu takkan jadi hak kita.."

sebak pulak aku waktu drive nak pi keja..
jatuh gak la setitis dua ayaq mata..

terngiang-ngiang lagi ni..

"jangan la dok sedih sangat, kalau dah hilang, itu bukan rezeki kita..."


:'(


p/s: mak aku pesan pasal kamera/barang2 aku yang hilang kena pecah rumah hari tu.. tapi aku tak la terasa sangat pasal barang2 tu..sebab aku tak banyak habiskan masa pikir pasal barang2 tu.. 
tetapi, awat sesetengah perkara kita tak boleh lupakan dan kehilangan itulah yang membuatkan aku sedih...

b.a.h.a.g.i.a.d.e.r.i.t.a.

bahagia;

perlu diusaha

atau hadir tanpa dipaksa?


derita;

pilihan sendiri

atau tetapan nasib?

ruang

walau dilontar

walau diusir

walau dibenteng

SEDIH hadir jua,

usah dinafi

wujudkanlah ruang

untuk seketika

atas nama sifat lemah

pada aku yang bergelar manusia...

not sad & not happy

she goes with the flow..
she opens her heart..
mean that she is happy??
not really..

sad??
not really too..
feeling likes to cry,
yet no tears is coming out.. 

but she need to be happy..
she has to be happy..
she the only one who can make herself happy..

a stranger

a stranger comes and a stranger goes..
another stranger comes and another stranger goes..
her heart is wishing..
yet she realizes her hopes remain..
lets any stranger comes and goes..
she didn't owe anyone anything..
she just needs to make sure herself is tough enough to walk on the earth.. 

the calls

somebody has been calling her
she let the phone ringing till the end
why she has to answer the calls when her heart says 'NO'?
why she has to answer the calls when usually she ends up with tears?
he never learn and he never appreciate her
she has gone through the pain
whether the pain is there or healing away
her heart definitely gone
enough is enough
let her be in her world
let her be on her way...

Dear young lady

Dear young lady,

Live this day well...
Let a little sun out as well as in..
Create your own rainbows.. 

ombak

 

ombak datang dan pergi,

tapak tak berginjak, 
pasir berubah jua..

her feeling

..EMPTY..

..BORED..

..TIRED..

..HEART & MIND NOT WELL..

pity her

she is trying her level best to make herself fully occupied..
yet she is still failed; at the moment of loneliness..
maybe she forgot.....
that she just a normal human...
pity her...

tell her

tell her; life is too short; the best decision is only to be happy..
tell her; learn from her mistake..
tell her; forgive others..
tell her; the strength is inside her..
tell her; everybody around her love her..
tell her; Allah knows best for her..
 
tell her..
tell her..
will u?

her life

One will never know what fate of her life

........and one will hope for the best.

One is missing something in her life

........but one is pretending to be happy as nothing sad inside.

One is sometimes getting no courage for life

........but one is hoping to be given strength to walk in the earth.

And one is keep praying hard for the best of her life...